CapObvious
A Rotten Scroungeral
I am here, alive and kicking for the most part. As I've said before I just have been working 12+ hour hifts at the factory that I work at now, and to be 100% transparent, it sucks any sort of creativity out of me each day. Weekends are the only time I have to recup and try my hand at a post, but then the block hits and I just feel useless as all hell. I feel like garbage when I get on here because I know I'm holding Gid back and I cannot tell him whats going on because I'm tired of coming on here every once and while and making excuses and wasting peoples time. I keep thinking I can do it and I get excited to post, then I vanish again. People like Gidian and @Simus, who have both given me many chances to get back on board in their respective rps, don't deserve this flaky behavior. I would apologize to both of them for it, but I feel as if I've done it so many times the words are meaningless.
Sorry for the little rant there, My frustration with myself has been building about this for awhile, and I felt like that needed to be said.
Now. I am going to post. This weekend. I'm going to send you a message gid after I get reaquainted with where Maere was, tomorrow. If I can't work through the block on my own, I may need a little help.
That work for you, Mr. The Diva?
Sorry for the little rant there, My frustration with myself has been building about this for awhile, and I felt like that needed to be said.
Now. I am going to post. This weekend. I'm going to send you a message gid after I get reaquainted with where Maere was, tomorrow. If I can't work through the block on my own, I may need a little help.
That work for you, Mr. The Diva?