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    Simus

    An Excellent Site Member
    Alice didn’t have to wait long. Moments after her confession things heated up around her,. As in the air around her heated up when the crowd came pressing in and warmed it with their bodies. They were wearing all kinds of faces. Some were sympathetic and understanding. Some were grimly accepting and determined to hold back judgment. Some were utterly vengeful and were ready to start beating her with closed fists right here and right now. But to her surprise no one actually did anything. She wasn’t going anywhere but she wasn’t being carried outside to be burned at the stake either. That was a relief, and really a reaction she should have expected. No crowd would know what to do after a confession like hers.

    Her companions were a different story. Katrina’s blue eyes became as big as saucers and her gloved hands started to twitch. Almost like she was trying to dig into the wooden bar for purchase. Her breath picked up noticeably and Alice could take her pulse by looking at her. She knew the signs of a panic attack well and it wasn’t a surprise when Katrina bolted upright. She told Alice she could understand fear, thanked her for the drink and practically ran into one of the empty rooms and slammed the door shut. The war priest Beren’s reaction wasn’t much more comforting. She could tell from his stony expression that he had been at that bloody slaughter. She was right. He told her that none of them were innocent from that day but none of them were the same people either. He was right about that but by Talos did he look mad.

    Finally there was their leader and her fellow Imperial Solun and he was able to take some action. He asked if there was a problem and reminded everyone that they all needed rest if they wanted to get to Markarth in the morning. Alice had completely forgotten that their goal had changed and was relieved that they wouldn’t be going down into the mines just yet. She looked up to him and gave a joyless smile. “I’m afraid I’ve started a mob.” She said with deadly seriousness. “I think it’s best if you let them take me outside. They need to burn some energy and I can survive at night. Unless of course you think you can talk them down.”
     

    Morbidbread

    Fight for the lost
    Thoras followed Tavir's gaze to the apparently blissfully unaware orc who had just toasted the room in general, apparently oblivious to the mob forming at the other end of the tavern. "I'm ambitious," he replied with a smile, "not stupid." Yet he still pushed himself away from the bar, snagging an ale from the barkeep in exchange for some of his dwindling amount of coins, and approached the rambunctious warrior. As he did, he noticed a newcomer, a man in armour that was more common near Riften than Markarth, enter the building and removed his helm.

    He would have been handsome, if not for the scar on his face. It was crudely done, but seemed to represent a blade piercing a circle. The sigil was unknown to Thoras, but the meaning behind it was not. The scars on the undersides of his arms burned anew, and the tattooed elf bit the inside of his cheek. Scars such as the one the young human, breton, if he guessed correctly, served the same way a brand on livestock did. He would have to speak with the man, but not now. Not when the situation was so tense.

    Instead, he joined the orc, Unkmarog, he thought his name was, and pressed the bottle of ale into his hand. "Drink up, my friend!" He said, "to new adventures, eh?"
     

    fellowknight

    The Devil In The Details
    Liudolf was drawn from a spiral of painful reminiscence as the crazed breton witch scrambled past him and practically dove into an empty room. He was going to count it towards a day-long journey and a weak constitution, when he spotted a crowd nearing the bar. The imperial woman seemed to be the source, admitting to crimes past and the guilt she carried with her. And a recognition awoke in Liudolf like a flame rekindled. Her crimes were infamous, and the guilt she carried was that of a traitor. One his father had named before.

    "You're Alice f***ing Psyrakon, aren't you?" Truthfully, he'd never seen her in all his life. He imagined the Psyrakon Rebel very differently. Someone who'd hobbled into Skyrim a broken refugee and built themselves into a respected commander, with the minor blemish of a massacre on their badge. He guessed she would be.. taller? More striking and fierce at least, yet here she sat, wailing and lamenting her past, begging to be punished. It was frankly insulting, given all she was responsible for and all she'd done.

    "Have some damn self respect.." he muttered in quiet scrutiny. When she suggested the mob take her outside for the night, and they looked as though they might do just that, he swiftly stepped in. "I'll do you one better. You and me, a friendly duel outside, now. We both know your beating is overdue.." Then more to the crowd than anyone else, "And I think its high time my kinsman see how a traitor bleeds!" As the crowd repaid his challenge with a mixture of cheers and doubtful mumbles, Liudolf made his way to the tavern's main door, shouldering it open to the dusk of Karthwasten. Feeble rays of sunlight spilled over the trees and boulders, and cast melting shadows on the log houses, leaving the road to the mine in a state of twilight. Night was falling fast.

    "Come on, Psyrakon." he called back, passing through a curtain of gray darkness. "You're not the only one who can survive the night."
     

    HurrHobo

    forum hobo
    Blissful ignorance has always been Unkmarog's armor, but even the strongest and heaviest armor has gaps. As he put down his empty tankard on the table and wiped his dirty mouth with the back of his hand, the orc started to sense something stirring up at the other end of the tavern. He slowly turned his head to see what was going on, but instead of the mob his drunk eyes found Thoras, who approached him and pressed a bottle of ale into his dust-ridden hands. He gave the dark elf a big, goofy smile.
    "Ah, thank you... Doras!" Unk struggled to remember Thoras's name and still failed. "To new adventures."

    The orc's blissful ignorance was secured by his new dunmer friend.
     

    Simus

    An Excellent Site Member
    Alice closed her eyes and exhaled slowly at the Stormcloak heavy infantryman’s accusations. She should have more self respect, her beating was overdue and it was time to show his kinsmen how a traitor bleeds. Compared to the verbal beatings her own dark thoughts had given her this one was was laughably gentle and hearing some of them out loud made her appreciate just how hard she’d been on herself about all this. The real beating she had coming would hurt a good deal more however and this man, Liudolf she though his name was, was clearly just as mad as the bad part of the crowd. She likely wouldn’t be able to hurt him. Someone who lugged around as much armor as he did was no stranger to pain or hard work. She’d have to dodge and weave, let him tire himself out before hitting him in thoroughly unfriendly places. She might deserve this beating and the crowd might need to see it but he’d never specified what a “friendly duel” was and she was going to take advantage of that.

    The crowd clearly approved of his challenge and she had gotten herself into this so Alice got herself ready. After finishing the last of her beer she pulled off her long leather gloves, folded them in half and tucked them into her matching leather purse. The rest of her catsuit’s long sleeves and her small pale hands were now visible. Her gold diamond engagement ring and gold weeding band twinkled brilliantly in the firelight and some of the crowd took notice. Some saw it as evidence that she was nothing but a spoiled rich girl who’s daddy had set everything up for her in life. Others saw it as an extraordinary reversal of fortune for her and her family that they had fought tooth and nail for and richly deserved. The rest saw it simply as the physical culmination of a lifetime of hard work in a dangerous world. A sign that anyone’s lot in life can improve if they work hard enough. All of them were right and all of them wanted to see how she’d do out there against her fellow officer.

    “Would you mind holding onto this?” She asked the bartender, handing the older woman her purse.

    “Not at all.” She said, taking the purse. “You’ve got a beautiful ring by the way. Maybe you can give him a few marks with it before he beats you bloody.”

    “We’ll see won’t we?” Alice said with a determined expression.

    “That we will.” She said, tucking the purse under the bar for safe keeping. “And if it helps lieutenant, I’m betting on you. I was there that day and all you and your men tried to do was save lives.”

    “I appreciate that.” Alice said, giving a small smile of remembrance. The bartender was indeed there. “And it’s legate now by the way. I got promoted after the last war.”

    “I can tell it was well earned.” She said. “Good luck out there. Whatever happens I’ll be here when you two are ready to drink and make up.”

    The crowd ushered the two fighters outside into the increasingly cold twilight. Alice unzipped her leather catsuit, pulled her top half out of it and wrapped it around her waist, tying it by the sleeves. Her pale body was now naked from the waist up except for a plain but supportive bra, her wedding and engagement rings and of course the long pink scar on both sides of her right shoulder right where it met her arm. She put her fists up and the crowd roared a slew of responses.

    “Break her teeth kinsmen! Show that Imperial flower what pain feels like!”
    “Kick his ass Alice! You did nothing wrong that day!”
    “Are you two sure you wanna do this?! This isn’t a good idea!”
    “You’re both idiots for wanting to fight like this! Don’t expect any free drinks!”
    “Never seen two Stormcloaks go at it! This is gonna be good!”
    “Kick his ass girl! He asked for it and you’re giving it to him!”

    “Just fists!” Alice yelled over the crowd. “No weapons, no armor, no magic and no crying!” The crowd gave a primal cheer as the fight started and Alice made ready to dodge, weave and dance her way to victory.
     

    TheArgonianDrell

    Well-Known Member
    Sothas spun on the newcomer, the stormcloak captain, eyes narrowed. "What kind of fool-" Before he could finish his sentence, the petite imperial agreed to the nord's demand. He instead turned to look at Sothun, who'd come to investigate the growing mob. The argonian gripped the hilt of his weapon, knowing that any show of force would only make the situation worse, but every fibre of his being urged him to put a stop to the fight before it got started. Or get the leader of their company to do so. "Are you just going to stand by and let this happen?" He growled, the noise adding a menacing edge to his usual baritone.

    Before their leader could step in, or do much of anything, Alice accepted the challenge, handing her things off to the barkeep, and marching out into the cool evening to face off against the much larger stormcloak. The crowd of villagers alternated in cheering on the upcoming fight or voicing their misgivings. With a disgusted snort, Sothas made to head off the 'duel' before anyone got seriously hurt.

    At the bar, Aylira watched the proceedings, an idle bystander. She knew she should have stepped in, the stormcloak girl was one of her companions...but at the same time, there was no reason for her to risk her neck. She was content to keep warm in the tavern until morning, then continue with the job, and let the stormies settle their differences amongst each other. That was, until she saw her companion stomping his way out the door.

    "For the love of-" she bit off her sentence as she scrambled after him, before he could do something stupid. She reached him just outside the door, shouldering aside a pair of locals, who turned a dark look on her as she did so. "Sothas, don't be an idiot."

    The argonian looked down at her, then to the nord and imperial facing off in the street. "But-"

    "No. For once, stop it with that damned bleeding heart nonsense!" She snapped. "Look around. These people are expecting a fight. If you break it up now, tempers will flare. More people will get hurt besides a pair of stormcloaks that we've no business sticking our necks out for!" She tugged on his arm, and he let himself be pulled to the side.

    "Fine. But if it gets out of hand-"

    "Yes. Then you can go in and be the big dumb hero." Aylira allowed with a sigh.
     

    FelidaePrime

    Active Member
    Tavir tilted her head as the armoured newcomer, the one Katrina had nearly fried, stepped into the tavern and removed his helm. He was handsome, even with the odd scar marring his face. Either way, she found him a much more worthy distraction than the two stormcloaks gearing up to beat the absolute plopse out of each other. The altmer-raised khajiit didn't understand most of nord culture, and this was no different. So rather than joining the press of bodies headed outside, she slipped over to the breton's side. "Good evening," she said, "let me apologize for the greeting you got earlier, my companion is...well, a little unstable." Her eyes slid over to the door. "Perhaps more than one of them are, come to think of it. So, what brings you all the way to a place like this?"
     

    Rafen

    Well-Known Member
    Beren glanced at the big argonian who was facing down the crowd that had gathered following Alice's confession. He hoped the arrival of two well armed individuals would convince the villagers to back down. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw one of the two newcomers, a nord that had been wearing an obscene amount of armour, shouldered his way through the crowd, and the priest started to relax. Until the man up and challenged her to a fight outside, riling the crowd at the same time. "Now hang on a moment-" he started to protest, but Alice had already accepted the challenge, going outside to shouts of support or derision from the onlookers. "Sweet breath of Arkay," he grumbled under his breath, "these damned stormcloaks and their damned pride."
     

    Simus

    An Excellent Site Member
    Liudolf came at Alice like a three hundred ton mule cart fully loaded with anger and spite. The crowd held its breath as he brought two massive fists into the air in an overhead swing. A good hit would knock Alice off balance at best and knock her on her knees at worst. There was no way her arms could block it but dodging it would be easy. This guy thought he was so big and strong but he was so slow. Slow enough to where if Alice had any talent for conjuration magic she could slam an ice knife between his ribs. Instead she effortlessly dodged the overhead attack and lithely moved around him, watching him stumble as he missed her completely. Time to make him mad.

    "What's the matter 'brother?!'" She taunted. "Can't hit a little Cyrodillic girl who needs a beating?! C'mon! I'm waiting on you!"

    Liudolf huffed as he turned roundabout on the pint-sized Imperial, barring his scowl on her like the edge of a greatsword. It was clear her teasing had sent the wrong chills down his spine. He should have expected this. A girl her size, her best bet was to dance around him and he knew it. All he needed was a few solid hits to slow her down, and one more to keep her down. Fights like this were just damn annoying and most of all, a waste of time. It reminded him of brawl with a younger soldier, wiry little bastard moving like he was part rabbit and deer. After their cute dance, he managed to sufficiently flatten him into the earth and feed him his own teeth. How did it go again?..

    Shifting to his back foot and drawing in a deep breath, he dropped low and exploded into a sprint, eating up the distance between him and the girl in seconds. Keeping his fists pinned to his chest and feinting with his right, he threw a heavy uppercut from the left with an aim for her chest. She was only moments ahead of him though, barely avoiding the swing as she dipped to the right, and caught herself on his sweeping leg. Her fumble to the ground was brief but Liudolf was right behind her, a swift kick to the ribs carrying her out of his reach by several feet. He leapt after her and stomped the ground where she had been, missing her skull by a breath.

    She was damn quick, he'd give her that. If he was in his armor, she'd have shattered ribs and a busted skull. He pulled his shirt off and set it on some nearby barrels, revealing a canvas of scar tissue over tight muscle, and a ring of aged rope-burn at his throat.

    "Now that looks painful.. You can always yield y'know, and who would blame you?" He teased back, eyeing the scar on her shoulder. "C'mon.. It's not the first time you tucked tail and left everyone hanging, eh commander?"

    Alice gritted her teeth as she rolled up from the ground. That kick had hurt like Oblivion and if she'd been on her back for another heartbeat she'd have a broken eye socket. This guy might be big and slow but he wasn't stupid. His right hook was an expert feint, moving her right in front of his left leg for a solid kick to the right ribs. She'd been able to turn on her back and ride the blow but it had spun her around and knocked her on her hands and knees. She tried to turn around to stand up but she overcorrected. Her right side was exposed and he was preparing for another kick. It was only for a half a second before she stood up but that was all he needed. The heel of his left boot found her ribs and this kick knocked her flat on her back. It was in the same spot as the first kick and Alice couldn't help but give an agonized groan.

    Some of the crowd objected to this, pointing out that the rules she just made were just fists. Someone else pointed out that the big lunk had never agreed to them and it was a street fight now. The rest of the crowd cheered, caught up in the primal energy of the fight. Alice laid there for a couple of heartbeats with her eyes closed, willing the pain to go away and let herself get up. He could see her charging at her and bringing his left leg back. He was going to kick her head like a football! That could break her neck! She put her hands behind her back and pushed herself off the ground into a roll! She landed on her right knee and got back on her feet, only now realizing his boot had missed her by barely a breath.

    Now she was back in the present, her heart racing and a large bruise forming on her right side. She took a few moments to place her hands on her knees, bend over a bit and catch her breath while the brute took his shirt off and threw it onto a nearby barrel. His chest was covered in scars and would have been unsettling to look at if she wasn't ready to beat his face in. His taunt made her just as mad as hers clearly made him but another look at him made her realize something very important. She and Liudolf had met before.

    "You otta know." She panted. "You were at Windhelm with me when it all turned to bloody maggots. Maggots that were burrowing into me and a dozen of my lancers while you were RUNNING AWAY!" She screamed the last two words as she charged forward with amazing speed. Her pain was completely eclipsed by rage now that she knew who Liudolf was. He was one of her hundred Lancers. One of twenty replacements she'd gotten before the Battle of Windheld during her father's rebellion. She'd never had time to even learn his name before the battle and he was one of the first to run away when Garumn's insect swarm struck her down. He ran away with Hale. He was one of the men who left her to die.

    She shrieked like a banshee as she spun into a cartwheel kick. If this guy wanted to fight dirty than she'd break his nose. He was fast enough to get his face out of the way of her right boot but it made solid contact with his right shoulder, forcing him back into place. Her left boot was a direct hit but he was able to absorb the blow, literally taking it on the chin. Alice didn't let that slow her down and started laying into his upper chest and throat with double fisted punches, her diamond ring sparkling in the twilight with every one.

    "YOU WERE ONE OF MY MEN!" She screamed. "YOU PROMISED TO PROTECT ME AND YOUR BATTLE SIBLINGS AND YOU RAN AWAY LIKE HALE LONESHADOW! I NEARLY DIED BECAUSE OF YOU!"

    And for a few brief moments, all Liudolf could do was take it. As she clocked him across the face, throat, chest, and just about everywhere else she could reach, he recalled painful flashes of that day. The lights of a burning city, rushing the battered gates with a dozen other lancers, and finding nothing but horror and darkness. He expected to die that day, alongside his fellow man by the blade of another man, and he'd made his peace with it. But when the swarm came, when a tidal wave of thousands of maggots ate his brothers and sisters alive, when their screams were drowned out by the hissing and squelching.. He ran, and survived to live with a revelation of his own.

    As Alice pounded his chest and swung up to strike his throat again, Liudolf closed his meaty fists around hers in perfect time. Then he started to squeeze. He too was practically trembling with rage now, speaking to her through clenched teeth, "You should have.". He flung her arms apart and made to repeat his earlier feint, but Alice had wizened up, slipping under his arms and into his guard, kneeing his groin. Her leg wrapped around his and she kicked out the other, shoving an elbow into his ribs as hard as she could, attempting to ground him. Liudolf didn't even fight it, grimacing through the pain as he grasped her hair and yanked, flinging her over him as he tumbled in a heap.

    She'd recovered her footing faster than he'd expected, but he was riding her tail like a living thunderstorm, launching to his feet as the two exchanged a mad flurry of blows. She couldn't hope to challenge his strength, instead hitting all his soft spots and joints, slowing him down with each furious strike. He matched her speed but lacked her precision, throwing a glancing jab here and there, the look of death in his eyes as he left agony in his wake. "I KILLED THAT F***ING COWARD AND GREW INTO THIS! NO MAN, WOMAN, OR BEAST HAS EARNED MY DEATH, AND I BEG THEM TO TRY!" They locked up again, coming face-to-face. "You've been RUNNING your WHOLE LIFE! How more died IN MY PLACE because of THIS CHILD?! THIS GIRL WHORE PLAYING AS ONE OF US?!"

    As he threw a haymaker with his right, Alice ducked around to box a combination to his gut, but got snatched at the shoulder blade by his left. Liudolf instantly retracted his right arm, his elbow cracking her across the face before he drove a knee into her stomach. His hands quickly found her throat and lifted her off the ground, the grayish twilight illuminating his bloodied features, alive with white-hot wrath.

    "Forty-six men and women, my brothers and sisters, DEAD! Not even a week ago and HERE I STAND to AVENGE THEM! TO FIGHT! Their faces and names don't haunt me because I'm not scared of the f***ing dead!" He felt her strength waning as she pounded on his arms, clawing at his face and eyes. He lifted her higher. "But YOU-- all these legends, all this hype-- and you're still TOO WEAK to own up to it! Maybe I need to pay your father a visit then, see if you Imps really do bleed wine!"

    She finally let out a vitriolic scream, finding her strength as she double-punched his throat and kicked wildly into his crotch. She hoisted her legs up over his arms and arched backwards with all her might, using his tipping momentum to lift and flip him into the air. The hulking nord crashed to the ground hard with a pained groan, clamoring to gain his feet as his world spun, bucking like a wild animal.

    Liudolf landed square on his head as Alice flipped him over. After screaming in his face and giving him a solid kick to the crotch he'd stumbled forward. She let herself fall with him, push her feet onto his bare scarred chest at the last minute and use his own weight and momentum to throw him two meters behind him without flipping onto her own head. It was an impressive feat of both athletics and acrobatics but all it bought her was time. Her right side, stomach and left eye socket were badly bruised and she could feel a trickle of blood running down her back after falling on a sharp rock just the wrong way. Her left eye was agony to keep open and she could feel the lid starting to swell. She could taste blood in her mouth and had to bite down on her lower lip to distract herself from her everything hurting. Tears were in her eyes from all the pain even though she kept blinking them away.

    Liudolf didn't look much better. She could see big bruises on his chest, chin and shoulder and somewhere along the way his nose had started to bleed. He was groaning with just as much pain as rage as he tried to get back on his feet and that let Alice get a little distance. This fight had lasted less than a minute and it had gotten ugly fast. She didn't expect things to get so personal and the crowd didn't either. They'd expected a boxing match and not a street fight and they clearly looked uncomfortable but none of them left or looked away. They still wanted to see who'd win and with they way both fighters looked that was going to be soon.

    Alice felt genuinely sorry for this man. He'd clearly lost just as much as she did at Windhelm and hadn't moved on from it nearly as well. She was his commander so blaming her made perfect sense. Especially since she couldn't be there for any of her men after that because she was an absolute wreck. She'd been in Whiterun's hospital for a month and Winterhold Asylum for three months. Long enough for the Psyrakon Rebellion to end and the Second Great War to begin. It was more than two years ago at this point and she still felt ashamed at how much time and effort were needed to get her back together. For all she knew this man had taken a similar journey and clearly not done well with it. Especially since it sounded like he'd lost a lot of friends recently. Likely due to the Sickness or some other catastrophe. They'd have to talk about it when they were done.

    She was almost there. With a few more dodges and weaves she could tire him out and win. She could see it in his face. She just had to hold on. She closed her eyes, slowed her breathing down and got herself into the best headspace she could to finish this fight. "You all done Nord?" She panted, wiping blood and sweat from her eyes and face. "Or do you wanna keep dancin'? Maybe think of even more mean things to scream at me."

    Liudolf's ears were ringing as he struggled to ground himself, his vision swimming with shadows and vague silhouettes. Mud was caked in his hair and slathered half his face, and it felt like he had a headache straight from oblivion. He didn't even realize his nose was bleeding until he tasted the blood on his upper-lip. The blows he'd taken below the belt made his stomach ache and his leg jelly. And even though his ex-commander wasn't exactly in working shape either, he had to respect how much punishment the girl could take. She was practically battered to bits and still taunted him for another round. Any other man might have taken that as a sign to yield, end the bloody street fight before it got bloodier, but Liudolf couldn't give her the satisfaction of a victory so easily won.

    "You.. led us all.. right into that ambush. Right into Garumn's jaws. Once we followed you.. we never stood a chance. All that death.. and they still rewarded you for it." He sat back on his knees, swaying as he wiped at the mud in his eye. "At least my clan fought for it, right from the start, and our reward? Death."

    It was true that his family once worked closely with Ulfric's regime, seeing his rebellion as the one call to arms that would finally liberate Skyrim. Sovereignty had always been their birthright and no one argued the point when Ulfric wrestled it back for the people, despite all the blood he'd shed to do it. But as his more 'traditional' values translated into his rule, and his humble militia became a cutthroat private army, the Agerssen clan was flooded with doubt. They sought a new beginning in the Psyrakon Rebellion, and his father, uncle, and brothers fought alongside Simus Psyrakon, an old ally of Ulfric. They thought him a brave and forthright man, thought his daughter a fierce warrior and tactician, and placed their faith in them. Liudolf did too, as it felt for the first time in a hundred years that their clan could finally fulfill their purpose and settle the beast of Skyrim. Even after Karthwasten, when his father saw Alice's weak and unformed leadership firsthand, he still believed. When his own brother, Liudolf's uncle, was slain at Windhelm, he believed. Liudolf suspected he believed in the Psyrakons right to the moment the hangman's rope cracked his neck.

    For all he knew, his sister Ljufa was dead, leaving only he and his brother. An entire clan wiped from the map because of the folly of one family and their hubris. And that still wasn't the worst of it. Liudolf held them personally responsible for what remained, the meager return of all their suffering and blood.

    He stumbled to a shaky footing, drawing the knife at his belt and pointing the blade at Alice. "Every time someone follows you, they die, or worse! They get to see an outsider whore and her half-blind father whispering in the king's ear, ruining everything we fought for! And here you are again, leading us all to hell with a warm hug and a cheer. You damn Psyrakons.. You've been devils this whole time." He chuckled darkly, licking the blood from his teeth and stabbing the knife into a nearby post. He still had enough steam for another bout and he knew with the right hit, he'd put the girl to sleep and break something as he did it. But he was hurting like hell, and she'd done damn good work slowing him down, nearly bringing him to heel. A feat very few men were capable of doing, in one piece that was. All or nothing, it was time to make her pay.

    "Come here, Psyrakon. You need to know what real defeat tastes like."

    Breathing deeply one last time, he grunted as he sprang forward, diving for a low jab into Alice's aching gut and missing by a few irritating inches. She cracked a swift jab against his jaw and danced out of his range, leading him into another intense flurry. He stomped after her and happily obliged, his tired swings reflecting just how worn out he really was, with Alice's sluggish weaving and softening strikes doing the same. As she veered from another hammer-fist and tried to get behind him, he managed to grip the back of her neck and spin with her weight, leveraging her off his back and slamming them both to the ground.

    The throbbing in his skull was unbearable, and dark spots circled his vision, but he rolled over onto her, his fists dropping like anvils and pounding the dirt where Alice just barely evaded him. It was a tight space, but with a rapid jab to his throat and face, she wiggled up and locked her legs around his neck, using her core to tighten the hold and strangle him. His face blossomed a cherry-red as he struggled to breathe, lifting her up and slamming her down, again and again. But her grip was absolute, her eyes burning her hatred into him. As his world darkened and he felt himself relaxing into unconsciousness, he lifted her up one final time and catapulted forward, slinging her down as hard as he could, breaking free. He laid on his back as his chest heaved and his lungs worked overtime to keep him awake, unsure if the girl was repositioning to finish him off, or had been knocked out completely.

    Now Alice was truly frightened. She was sure her last flurry of blows and her choker leg lock would bring him down but neither had worked. No wonder this man had survived so many hardships. His stamina was truly incredible. She meanwhile had no strength or stamina left. Her last three punches were barely slaps and if she got hit in the ribs or face again her bones were going to break. It was all she could do to drag herself onto her knees and seriously considered staying down just to end this stupid fight. But as she struggled to hold herself up she noticed something. The crowd had been egging them on since they started. Shouting advice and criticisms and insults and even bets. They cheered when one of them landed a good hit and admonished them for a bad one. Many of the onlookers objected when their boxing match mutated into a street fight and then bayed for blood when they realized how exciting it was. But after Alice starting taking some truly savage blows a few yelled at them to stop. Now a lot more were doing that. They were yelling at Alice to stay down, to yield, that she'd proven herself and should stop. They were calling Liudolf a coward, a bully, a disgrace to the name Stormcloak. She had won the crowd and this was her chance.

    She slowly got up, every muscle agony to move. Her feet were horribly shaky as she finally got onto them. Her left eye was swollen shut and oozing at this point and she had such a big cut above it her hair was bloody. She could feel more blood trickling down her back and every breath she took hurt from what must be a cracked rib. She didn't even have the strength to redo one of her bra straps after he'd nearly ripped it off trying to pull her to the ground. She couldn't take another punch and he looked like he had at least one more. All she could do now was try and talk him down.

    People all over Tamriel told stories of her peoples' reputation for eloquence. The so-called "Voice of the Emperor." Some of the tales were so exaggerated that they made it sound like every Imperial could cast some sort of magic spell that calmed people down. Alice really, really wished that were true. But those stories came from a Cyrodiil that had learned long ago that war and conflict were a last resort when defending the Empire. An empire that got smaller and less stable every generation and would fail completely some day. Talking things out saved lives but there was no magic. And even if there was Alice's own rules said No Magic. She wasn't about to break that. She took a deep breath and readied her last blow.

    "You hear that Agerssen?" She rasped. "That's the sound of you losing this fight. You lost the minute you challenged me. I either beat you and look like a hero or you beat me and look like a bully. I win either way and you played yourself perfectly. " She paused to spit blood on the ground and gave him a plops eating grin through bloody teeth. "I'm sorry you lost your clan because of my bad decision. I truly am. I paid for those deaths in blood and sanity. But beating me up isn't going to bring them back or make you look good. I don't care if you hate my family and I. It's sad that you'd think I would. I wrote The Stormcloak Wars: A Firsthand History so I could show everyone in Skyrim I didn't care. And it's been a bestseller for more than a year for it. If you want even more reasons to hate me you should buy a copy. Half the kingdom hates me for it. You are a grain of sand on a beach compared to that. " She spat the last sentence with as much venom as she could muster. "I suggest you yield. You've lost the crowd and you won't be getting it back tonight. Keep beating me up. Make me bleed, break my bones, crush my head and murder me. But all it's gonna prove is that you're a small, frightened man. One who's so desperate to prove how brave you are that you beat up a blood spattered woman half your size."

    Any resolve Liudolf had left was draining from him in shades of red and the drumming, pulsing pain in his body promised to put him out before he could figure out where Alice was, let alone finish her off. Everything from his waist up looked like a poor attempt at abstract art, and felt even worse, making any movement a torturous task. Tears blotted his vision and he couldn't draw a single breath that didn't taste like blood and burn like dragon-fire. If he could just find his feet and wind up one more nice, hard swing, he'd break the brat and finally end this. Show her how weak she was since her own father clearly couldn't break the news to her. He was already halfway there, weakly struggling to push himself up on to his knees, when the crowd's collective voice pierced his muddled senses.

    "For godssake brother, leave her be! She's in worse shape than you!"
    "You're really gonna beat her to death?! Stop this!"
    "This is pathetic! Let's see you take someone your own size!"
    "I thought Stormcloaks were supposed to keep the peace, not bully their own!"
    "Damn coward! You know she can't take any more!"

    While they continued to berate him and extinguish any vigor he was holding on to, Alice delivered her final taunt, the final nail in the coffin this fight had become. A humbling wash of shame and guilt sobered his overwhelming hate, and in that moment, he knew he lost. He'd seen men cut to ribbons, staked on spears, and gutted like livestock that were better off than he was right now. Fixating on breaking this girl and making her beg to face some kind of brutal, urban justice, made him forget that this was a display for the people. His people, who asked for a boxing match and got a bloody, one-sided street fight.

    But.. Didn't they cheer for this? Didn't they want to see him 'break her teeth' and 'show her what pain feels like'? And whether or not she was on her last leg, bruised to pl*ps, and spitting up her own blood, Alice stood taller than him, right from the start. There was no way he was going to win over the crowd and pin her under his boot at the same time. They didn't want to admit it but it was clear these people weren't mad enough to see her broken, in spite of the massacre and anything else she'd done to piss them off. He was never going to win, and even if he did, she'd be dead and he'd have betrayed his own oath to the Stormcloaks.

    And that only made him seethe with a newfound fury, igniting in an instant to liven his lethargic flesh. It was moments before he realized his hands had melted into the mud, hissing and bubbling up as that all-familiar tingle coiled in his chest. He could fry her right here and now, char her to a crisp and anyone that tried to stop him. He had it, just enough for one blast and at this distance, there's no way he'd miss.

    He heard the plated shuffle of a man in armor, just next to him. "And I suggest you listen to her ." The Stormcloak commander from the mines loomed over the battered nord, prepared to draw his blade but safely assuming he wouldn't have to. "For your own sake." And slowly, Liudolf relaxed, letting the rush of magika fizzle out as he painfully rose to his feet with wheezing breaths. Those pangs of remorse joined with the pulsing chorus in his body, and he knew what pill he had to swallow next. Might as well get on with it so he could get some kind of rest.

    "Yea.." He said finally, nodding to the tiny, grisly imperial who'd gotten the best of him. "I yield, to Alice the Great. You're a true warrior, with an even sharper tongue. Careful you don't go cutting the wrong ears." That said, he brushed past the argonian and retrieved his shirt and knife, hobbling for the tavern's main hall, namely the bar. It had been months since he'd knocked back a hard ale, and he figured a good few were in order after the beating he took.

    "Oh thank Talos!" Alice cried, staggering forward to shake the hand of a worthy opponent. "Now, let's go get a dr..." Three steps in her sentence was cut off. With her adrenaline and rage drained away the fight caught up with her and she fainted. She fell to the ground so fast that no one could catch her and hit a dry patch of dirt right on her head. She tried to keep her eyes open and say that she was okay but all she got was mumbled speech. By the time her eyes closed she wasn't speaking.

    Or breathing.
     
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    Rafen

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    Beren had resigned himself to sitting out the remainder of the night, nursing an ale, maybe two, when the jeering and cheering pattered off, then came to a stop altogether, replaced by cries of concern or outright fear. The priest of Arkay stood from his barstool, just as a wild-eyed young man sprinted into the tavern, nearly tripping over his own feet in his panic. The former mercenary reached out and steadied him with one burly arm. "What's happened out there? Speak, damn you!" He barked, making the youth jump, but at the same time, focusing his gaze on the one doing the shouting.

    "The Stormcloak woman-Psyron, or-"

    "What happened? Out with it!"

    "I think she's dead, sir" the boy finally gasped.

    With a string of curses that would have made even the hardest of soldiers blanche, he shoved the young man out of his way, and stormed out the door. A circle of people surrounded the bloodied stormcloak captain, and a small figure that was lying worryingly still on the ground. "Out of the Way!" He bellowed, using his solid frame and sharp jabs from his elbows to bull past those too slow to clear a path. "Move, damn you!"

    He passed the standing soldier with a quick glance, before kneeling beside Alice. He felt for a pulse, and cursed when he found none. He held a hand under her nose, and cursed louder when he felt no breath. A small voice in the back of his mind reminded him that the woman before him was no innocent. She'd been at the massacre, all those years ago. She was as responsible as the captain, door of Oblivion, she'd killed captain. 'It would be quick,' the voice whispered, 'a quick twist of the head, or a hand over nose and mouth, to ensure the deed is done. The blame would fall on the stormcloak. None would be the wiser and your comrades would be avenged.'

    Though he knew he shouldn't have, Beren hesitated. The thought was dangerously tempting, despite having left the mercenary life behind him. And from what he'd heard, the crowd was already turning on the newcomer. The death of a Skyrim-wide hero would ensure that one less soldier of the Bear would be around.

    Then his oath to Arkay, to revere life and the natural order, to bring light to dark places, and cast out the vile things that dwelt there, burned those thoughts away, like fire on oil. It was his duty to help Alice if he could, or administer last rites and ensure a proper burial if he could not. He lifted his right hand, and closed his eyes.
    "Oh merciful Arkay, bringer of Light, master of Birth and Death, it is not this one's time to pass into Aethirious. She yet has a duty to the living. Grant me this boon, lord of the first breath and the last, to renew her body so that she might serve the righteous a little longer." Beren's upraised hand seemed to glow faintly, though it was not overwhelming. The priest's eyes snapped open as he brought his hand down like a hammer in the center of Alice's chest. A hush fell over the crowd, as Beren and most of the onlookers waited to see what, if any, effect his prayer would have.
     

    DraySedaris

    Member
    The imperial he'd offered his blade to had abruptly stood and approached a gathering crowd, without so much as acknowledging him. Soon, the crowd filed outside, eager to watch the pair of stormcloaks engage in some sort of honour duel. He did not know much of the conflict in Skyrim, other than it had been a struggle for the nords to claim their independence from the Empire. As the group moved outside, Allesan noted the absence of the breton woman that'd threatened him on his arrival. The woman that reminded him so much of his lost sister, he'd almost called her name. She was nowhere to be seen, and he hadn't spotted her among the locals, though he had heard one of the room doors slam shut shortly after they'd gathered.

    Allesan glanced down as the khajiit woman, covered in fur of midnight black, save for circular patterns the colour of fresh cream on her face, spoke to him. "Good evening, lady." He inclined his head courteously as he spoke, surprised by her aldmeri accent, "I wish I could say I happened upon this place completely by accident, but that would be a lie. I hunt an evil that has done my family a great wrong. One I am sworn to correct. But if your companions are in need, I would gladly lend my sword arm, for a time." The corner of his mouth quirked in a small, lopsided smile, "whether your companions be unstable or not."
     

    FelidaePrime

    Active Member
    Tavir threw back her head with a short laugh. "Oh, you needn't speak to me like I'm some prissy noblewoman. I might not talk like your typical cat, but I'm khajiiti to the bone. Steal your things as soon as smile at you, and all that." Her amber eyes sparkled. "I can't promise you a place with us. You'll have to talk with our brave captain- the imperial who looks like he's constantly sucking on a lemon. " She nodded in Solun's direction, at the same time thinking it would be a shame to leave behind such an entertaining individual. The cheering of the crowd had died down somewhat, and one of .her ears tilted towards the door, picking up the sounds of concern, just as one of the younger villagers stumbled inside and spoke with the war-priest, who quickly took charge, shaking the boy up a bit before rushing outside.

    "Well. I suppose the stormcloaks little pissing contest is over. Want to go take a look?" She tilted her head towards the door, before making her way into the chill dusk. The villagers had formed a ring around a two figures, one she knew as the priest, the other as the woman, the stormcloak commander. She was laying awfully still, in a way that suggested more than mere exhaustion. Though she didn't know the woman, it was still a shame to see a perfectly useful companion fall in such an idiotic contest. Tavir was about to head back inside and find somewhere warm to spend the night, when something unusual caught her eye. The priest had a hand upraised as he knelt over the woman, and it seemed like it was...glowing? He brought his hand down in an arc, smacking the stormcloak in the chest. "Surely not.." she muttered, as the idea that the priest might have just called down something greater than himself to save the woman.
     

    DraySedaris

    Member
    Though her words were flippant, there was something about the woman that intrigued him, at the same time telling him that there was more to her than met the eye. "Somehow I doubt that. And you will have to forgive my use of the title, but until I learn your name, 'my lady' will have to suffice." Before she could do more than consider his response, the noise from outside changed in tone. A youth from the village staggered inside, before speaking urgently to the third breton in the room. The man swore impressively in such a way that reminded him of the rugged arms instructor that had taught Allesan in his youth.

    The khajiit woman invited him to follow outside, already moving to the door. Curious, the knight followed close behind, and nearly bumped into the large stormcloak that had arrived at the village roughly the same time he had. His attention was stolen by the sight of the breton man, evidently a priest of some sort, kneeling over the petite imperial, one hand glowing with what could only be holy light. "Remarkable," he whispered to himself as the priest brought his hand slamming down onto the woman.
     

    Morbidbread

    Fight for the lost
    "The name's-" Thoras cut his words short as he realized the orc probably wouldn't remember his name even if corrected, "close enough. So tell me, my large friend, what brings a fellow such as yourself out this way? Besides smashing daedric shrines and pissing on them...though I do see the appeal." He watched as the scarred breton and Tavir struck up a conversation. Her body language suggested something more than a passing interest, and the dunmer quickly averted his gaze. Not my business, he told himself, dropping yet more coin onto the bar in exchange for a goblet of passable wine. He sipped it idly as a young man rushed inside, spoke with the breton who seemed like more than what he claimed to be.

    The priest leapt up as if stung, before shoving the boy aside and sprinting for the door. A curious reaction, to be sure, and doubtless to do with the change in tone of the shouting coming from outside. Thoras's interest was piqued, but he didn't wish to leave Unkmarog alone. More because he felt the orc may escalate things if he followed him outside, and a massacre was not something Thoras had any interest in participating in.
     

    TheArgonianDrell

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    Sothas growled and his fist clenched around the hilt of his blade, longing to step in and put a stop to the fight. To him, it didn't matter what one had or hadn't done. They needed to work together and with the looming threat of the sickness, weakening one another in a pointless display, honour aside, was madness. Still, he couldn't help but admire the skill of both combatants, the big stormcloak fighting like the beast on their banner, and the lightning speed of Alice. As the fight went on, skill seemed to matter less and less, and all that held Sothas back from storming into the ring and pulling the two combatants apart was Aylira's cautioning hand on his arm.

    Fortunately, or so it seemed at the time, the fight concluded with the big bear of a man loudly conceding to Alice. Though he seemed sincere, Sothas couldn't help but fix him with a cold glar as the man shoved past, back into the tavern. He almost called the man out, when he once again felt his dark elf friend tug on his arm. "Leave it!" She hissed, then nodded into the crowd, where Alice had collapsed, and the priest, Beren had run to her side. "Make sure things out here don't get worse. I'll go talk with the stormcloak."

    "Are you certain? Maybe I should-" Aylira cut him off with a look that reminded him that his friend had been, and still was, a deadly assassin, with a repetoire of dirty tricks up her sleeves.

    He nodded, then stepped into the mixed group of nords and bretons crowding around Alice and Beren with baited breath. "Stand back! Give them some space!" His orders met with a few dark looks and muttered words, but nobody wanted to openly argue with the well armoured argonian in their midst. Facing the crowd as he was, he nearly missed the light that seemed to suffuse the priests hand. Sothas clicked his teeth together and tilted his head as he watched the man work, not quite sure what he was witnessing.

    Aylira slipped into the tavern after the nord, though with everyone's attention outside, it was unlikely she would have drawn much attention even if she walked in banging a drum. When the nord settled at the bar, she quickly took the stool next to him. "So," she began, her tone conversational, almost friendly, "do you make a habit of beating women half your size, or is this a special occasion? "
     

    fellowknight

    The Devil In The Details
    It seemed Liudolf's plans to get intimate with a few pints were dashed when Alice abruptly collapsed and went deadly still. Everyone, himself included, was stunned into silence and held their breath as if hoping the little commander would spring back to her feet and lead them all back inside. Some shared looks of mutual shock while most shot the surviving captain sharp glares of disgust and muttered their disapproval, before one young man ran into the tavern to fetch the priest or whoever he claimed to be. Liudolf lingered a few moments while the priest worked, and wrestled a tempest of clashing emotions, knowing all too well the girl was already gone.

    He'd known soldiers and captains that had survived terrific battles and braved many wounds only to collapse and succumb shortly after, so he figured Alice was no exception to the rule. Adrenaline could carry one so far. A great part of Liudolf wanted this for the longest time, hell it had been all he could dream about in the weeks following his retreat from Windhelm. But seeing it play out now, her cold and battered corpse laid out, brought him little of the joy he imagined it would and none of the relief he longed for. Especially given the crowd's attitude towards him and her last taunting words, her death hadn't been the victory he'd craved and paid nothing towards the price he'd placed on her head.

    She was right in the end. His men were still dead, most of his family and friends were still dead and now, so was she. And he didn't feel any better.

    He finally stepped away, shouldering past the armored argonian and stumbling into the tavern. Practically crashing into the counter and trying for an awkwardly long time to sit comfortably on a stool, he motioned for a bottle from the barkeep and gave her the entirety of his coin. No sooner was the ale in his hands, he popped the cork and tipped it back, taking a long, suffocating swig of the savory yet vile liquid. His throat was bruised and swollen nearly to closing, and his jaw stiffened to the point he could barely part it, both made it difficult to speak and hard enough to breathe. What mattered is that he still could, which meant he could still drink. As he readied for another agonizing sip, he just barely noticed someone sitting on the stool next to him.

    "So," a little voice drew his eye to the dark elf woman. "do you make a habit of beating women half your size, or is this a special occasion?"

    He snorted. The more he interacted with the curvy little elf, the more she seemed like a gnat with a knife. "Could be both. She's a big hero.. Fought like one, died like one. Gonna be remembered like one.. when you and I are dust. Getting buried.. in one piece too. More than I can say for.. any other dead Stormcloak." He swigged his ale and winced as it burned down his throat, giving her some mean side-eye. "You make a habit of acting.. outside your pay? Or are you expecting a tip?" He placed a boot on her stool leg and leaned heavily on the counter, quietly nursing his drink as he dripped blood everywhere. Images of the imperial's still corpse had already wormed their way into his brain, and he knew it would be months before he blink and not see it, if he ever did.
     

    HurrHobo

    forum hobo
    Unkmarog let out a hearty chuckle at Thoras's question. He took a sip from his bottle of ale before giving his answer. A hiccup escaped the orc's diaphragm, and he lifted a finger before the dunmer's eyes. He put the bottle down on the counter.
    "Listen, listen," Unk mumbled to Thoras, his finger gently swung back and forth. "There is something bigger going on than we can possibly imagine, waaayyy bigger than I or you know. Our souls be damned if something's not done to stop it. Oh yes... Something big is coming." The drunk orc snorted and grabbed his bottle of ale and finished it with a few gulps.
    "Tell me, Bhoras," Unk moved slightly closer to Thoras and looked right in the dunmer's eyes. "You sense it, too? That's why you're here as well?"

    The place was getting more and more restless. All the noise could not be ignored any longer, and some of it came from outside. The fight, the yelling, the hastened footsteps... Though he was too slow and drunk to react to them in time, but finally Unkmarog got up clumsily and almost dropped his empty bottle. It took a few seconds for the orc to find his balance.
    "Hey, hey, hey..." he growled. "Is there a PROBLEM?!" Unk smashed the bottle on the counter and the shards scattered around the tavern.
     
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    Rafen

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    For several moments, nothing happened as the divine glow faded from around his hand, seeping through the bloodied young woman's clothes, into her body. Beren sighed, and started last rites for Alice, beseeching Arkay to guide her soul to Aethirius. That was when he saw the faint rise and fall of her chest. He straightened, half-relieved, half-shocked his prayer had been heard and answered. But she wasn't waking, even without his years of battlefield experience, he could tell she was still on the precipice of death. "I need volunteers! Get her inside, somewhere warm where she can stay the night." He barked, and several villagers leapt to obey, carefully taking ahold of the stormcloak hero. Together, they lifted her and began to shuffle back towards the inn.

    "Carefully!" He snapped as the lead man stumbled, nearly dropping the girl. Eventually, the priest and his volunteers got to a room and deposited Alice on the bed. She didn't react to being placed on the straw mattress, nor to the furs being drawn up over her. Beren shepherded the villagers out, closed the door, and grabbed a chair, and set it at the bedside. This phase was critical, he knew. If even the slightest thing went wrong, there would be little he could do but ensure she had a proper burial. "So much for sleep," he muttered, setting his warhammer against the wall and settling into the chair, a candle on the nearby nighstand casting flickering shadows throughout the room.
     

    Harkatti

    Sorceress Supreme!
    'I can't stay in here forever' Katrina decided reluctantly, once she'd gotten herself under control. If anyone had witnessed her mad dash for perceived safety, she might have been embarrassed. If she'd cared enough to consider their opinion relevant. Standing, she reached out and pulled the door open, before slinking into the main common room. The orc that had joined them was bellowing about there being a problem, the remnants of a broken bottle clutched in one meaty fist. The breton sneered at the drunken display and kept her distance. She kept to the edge of the room, making for the exit. People were coming in from the dark, talking amongst themselves. The small woman easily slipped past the stragglers, noting several of her companions among them.

    She made no attempt to engage any of them, instead continuing into the cool night. Most would have felt vulnerable, walking alone at night, but it brought Katrina some small measure of peace. Solitude she was used to. Solitude she liked. As she walked, she summoned a small magelight, that swirled around as she moved, it's ghostly blue light illuminating her surroundings. She continued, her thoughts flitting from one thing to another, her calm, focused mentality beginning to reassert itself.

    As she rounded the corner of the inn, her boots crunching softly over the scrub and pebbles, her light illuminated something painted on the side of the building. Curious, Kristina turned to face the wall fully. Painted in some dark liquid, were three small spheres, about the size of her closed fist, connected by straight, unswerving lines to form an upside down pyramid. "What is this?" She wondered, trying to make sense of what she was seeing. It matched no hold sigil she'd ever seen, nor anything else. She very much doubted the villagers had painted the sigil themselves.

    There was a faint aura of magic coming off the wall, not something that would have drawn the attention of the average wizard from the college in Winterhold, or the Synod in Cyrodiil, but the sheer strangeness of it seemed to pull Kristina in. She passed her hand over it, a small cantrip flickering to life on her fingers, designed to reveal the origin of the sigil. The moment her magic interacted with the magic on the building, something changed.

    The foulest odour, like offal left in the noonday sun, assaulted her senses, blocking her nose, pouring down her throat. The breton yanked her hand away and staggered back. Then she lost what little she'd had to eat that day. When she'd finished, she looked up once more. The sigil was unchanged, but her eyes burned to look at it. A dull, throbbing pain had settled at the front of her skull. Whatever this was, it wasn't natural, and it certainly wasn't benign. 'I have to tell someone. Show them.' She decided, quickly retracing her steps. She stumbled as she passing the threshold, and looked around, seeking their self-appointed leader.
     

    Simus

    An Excellent Site Member
    Alice Marie Psyrakon was dead.

    She had just won the fight. That stupid, self-indulgent, vainglorious fight. She should have just had a quiet drink with Katrina, changed into her jammies, tucked herself into bed and flipped through a book until she got tired. But instead she had to do what she always did. Be too insightful for her own good, freak out about the tension in the room and make herself a martyr trying to drop it. Her intentions were sincere. They always were. But like so many other times in her life her judgement had failed her.

    In the end, Liudolf's hammerblow punches were too hard, too fast and too many. As strong as she was, as much as she'd made him pay for what he'd done he'd literally beaten the life out of her. She knew as she died that her family would be heartbroken. Dad, Aunt Netty, her siblings and above all Julius. Even if they could move on from her death they'd never be whole again. It was all her fault. For her life to end like this, it was all for nothing.

    It's said that when you die your life flashes before your eyes. For Alice and her mystic gifts this was literal. Every moment of her twenty-six years of life flooded her mind as she was shot toward Aetherius. She was now in the realm she had visited so often in her life, where she Saw so much from. She saw the Sickness creep across Tamriel like an impenetrable darkness. Any who didn't die simply lost hope. Her father Simus felt the death of his little faerie and knew how senseless it was. He cried out in pain and anguish. Years turned into moments and he became lethargic. Lost. Without hope. There was nothing Cilla, Mila, Titus, Aunt Netty or Julius could do. He stopped eating and his body shut down quietly. Simus Psyrakon would die of a broken heart.

    It was too terrible to watch but Alice couldn't stop herself. She saw...everything. The entire universe was hers to know. This would have probably killed her if she weren't already dead. Or at the very least driven her mad. Now it didn't matter much. She was hurtling toward a steadily brighter star, getting bigger and bigger as she approached. It was bright blue and beautiful. Soon it consumed her vision and she knew she would be swallowed by it yet she felt no heat. No burning. She merged with the star and found herself outside of time. Outside of...existence.

    She was in the middle of a field. Windswept, desolate, overgrown with crab grass. The sky was bleak and overcast. A gust of wind made her shiver and she held herself to try and shield her bare arms. She looked down as she did so and found she was sitting legs folded on a large grey rock. That explained why her butt was cold at least. To her surprise her outfit had changed. Short blue dress, white apron, blue and white stiped tights and her tall black books. It was one of her favorites but she hadn't died in it. It didn't make any sense for her to wear it here. She didn't even know where here was.

    No, she did know where she was. This place existed in her mind but it was a verdant meadow. A beautiful refuge to escape the waking world and her visions. This was a dying field. A place without any hope. What in the name of Talos was she doing here?

    "Looks pretty bleak doesn't it?" A woman standing in front of her asked. "It doesn't have to stay this way." Alice's mouth fell open. The woman looked like her. Exactly like her.

    "You're...me." She said in disbelief.

    The woman smiled and gave a small nod. Then her look got more serious. Considering it was her own face Alice could tell it was either bad news or very serious. "More specifically Alice, YOU are ME. The copy of me that your world created. Not that you're any less of a person for that. I simply existed first." Alice's mouth fell open further and the other Alice's look of concern deepened. "You're feeling overwhelmed." It wasn't a question but a statement. Whoever she was she had clearly done this before. "Now you're trying to keep yourself from spiraling. And you just got an anxiety spike because I know that." All Alice could do was nod. This was not how the afterlife was supposed to be, she did not know who this woman was and the explanation that she was her duplicate from another dimension was far too big a truth to accept. It was all she could do to fight down a panic attack. She wanted to get away and back to her life, back to the familiar, away from this creature with her face. She actually yelled into Other Alice's face as she grabbed Alice's hands and almost fell off her rock.

    Meeting a double of yourself should be repulsive and abhorrent but it wasn't. It was deeply unsettling and pretty darn creepy but it was also strangely comforting. She really was Alice. Both the same person she was and entirely different at the same time. That's why Other Alice let her jump and scream and then gave her space to calm down. It's exactly what Alice would do and it worked perfectly. Whatever else this might be it was a remarkable experience. "Is it all right if I sit down?" Other Alice asked. "You don't have to talk to me if you don't want to. You just always do better when you know you're not alone."

    "I appreciate that." Alice said, looking down at her folded legs. "And you can do whatever you want Alice. You've clearly got all the power here." She let herself sound as bitter as she felt. She knew Other Alice would understand.

    "I appreciate that." She said "And just because I'm in a position of power doesn't mean I have it all. We're inside YOUR head and at the end of the day I'm just a guest here." She pulled herself up on the rock and sitting with Alice like a very creepy duplicate.

    "Great." Alice muttered, disappointed that she actually had some responsibility here. "I was really hoping you weren't going to say that but this does look like my head on a bad day. Is this what the afterlife looks like? Am I dead?"

    "More like trapped." Other Alice said. "Your mind hasn't figured out if it's ready to die yet and until it does it's really not gonna look pretty."

    "So how do we get it there?" Alice asked.

    "I'm afraid there's no 'we' in that." Other Alice said. "You've gotta decide for yourself. I'm here to give you advice on your options as well as show you that you're not alone."

    "What options do I even have?" Alice asked, now getting frustrated. "How in Oblivion am I supposed to even make that kind of decision?! You haven't told me a damn thing about why you're really here, who ARE you!? I mean, you're an exact copy of me, right down to my outfit! You don't seem to realize how creepy that is so let me spell it out for you." She stood up on the rock they were both sitting on. "This! Is! Extremely! Creepy!" She was shouting down at Other Alice and she just sat there, completely calm. As if this was exactly what she'd expected. She really had done this before.

    "I'm sorry you're upset Alice." Other Alice said calmly. "It's okay that you feel that way. In fact that's a good sign. You're starting to accept that this is real. Even if it's still in your head. I know you think I look creepy. I don't blame you for that. But the truth is, this is the outfit we're most comfortable in while were here in The Meadow. It's only this cold and bleak because you're caught between worlds. Things'll brighten up as soon as you decide where you want to go."

    "You mean I've still got a choice?" Alice said, staring down at herself. "Even after I just yelled at you?"

    "Alice, of course you have a choice." Other Alice said. She seemed concerned that her counterpart would even ask that question. "At any point in life you have a choice. I just told you that you yelling in my face is good news. You're taking this seriously and that's good because it's a serious choice. Why don't you sit back down and we'll talk about it?"

    For a long minute Alice just stood there, ready to pounce on this Other Alice if she made the slightest aggressive move. But she just sat there, patiently waiting for her to calm down. Again, it was exactly what Alice would do. It was eerie how well it worked and despite her best efforts she started to calm down. Her fear and adrenaline drained away and after a couple of deep breaths with her eyes closed she was sitting down again. "So what exactly is my choice?" She finally asked.

    You can either proceed to the afterlife if you feel you're ready. Or you can go back to being alive if you feel like there's more you need to do. " Other Alice answered. Alice couldn't believe how matter of fact her tone was. She made it sound like Alice was picking out types of bread at a market stall! Not choosing the rest of her existance! Who the heck did this girl think she was!?

    "What sort of choice do you even think that is!?" Alice shouted at her double. The fear and shock she'd been feeling just a minute ago were replaced by anger. Anger at why she was here, that this other Alice was just studying her like an insect and that she could be so detached that she could give Alice such a choice like it was the most normal thing in the world. " Of course there's more I need to do! I died in a street fight Evil Timeshifting Alice! Do you have any idea how embarrassing that is?! Do you have any idea what this is going to do to my husband and family!? If my mother and I weren't already dead she'd kill me! Look at you! Just sitting there studying me like I'm a fly mounted on corkboard! I otta knock you down into that grass and see if you bleed as much as I do!"

    "Don't talk to me that way Legate Psyrakon." Other Alice said. Alice was once again dumbfounded. Other Alice was on her own feet and in her face, giving her a look of hardened steel. It was her Commander's Look. The look she gave soldiers who were out of line and needed to check their attitude before they got their ass kicked. Other Alice wasn't being aggressive yet but she had clearly lost patience. Alice started to shake as her own eyes bore holes into her. So that's what she looked like when she was mad. Other Alice now knew she had her attention and continued with deadly calm. "First off I might be able to go between timelines but am NOT evil. How dare you accuse me of being so black and white? Especially considering all the tough choices YOU'VE had to make. Second, I know exactly what kind of choice this is. A hard one. I'm offering you a chance to actually visit all the worlds you've seen in your visions during your life. A fresh start like you've never comprehended, a chance to save more lives than you've ever imagined and to join a group you'll fit in perfectly with. Don't you dare just throw an opportunity like that away." Then her expression softened again. She'd made her point and now it was time to calm things down. "And don't think for an instant that I don't understand what you're going through. I had to make the same one myself a long time ago and it was easily the hardest I've ever made. You've got your own life. Beren's praying to Arkay right now, giving you the chance to go back to it. I wouldn't blame you at all for going back to that, no matter how much I might think it sucks. It's YOURS. All I ask is that you let me explain things."

    This was all too much. Alice began to cry and hold herself. Other Alice immediately held her. She understood exactly what she was going through. She sat them both back down, wrapped her arms around Alice and held her. She held her until she settled down and for a few minutes after. There was no judgement or questioning. Only acceptance. It was exactly what Alice needed and this time she fully embraced it. This girl really did understand her. She really was another Alice.

    "Thank you." Alice said. "I'm sorry you had to see that."

    "I'm sorry you had to go through it." Other Alice said softly. "I wish there was an easier way to do this, I really do. You don't deserve to go through this Alice. You didn't do anything to deserve it. This is just our lot in existence. That's why it's my job to make sure none of you go through this alone. No matter how many times I have this conversation it never stops being special. You never stop being special."

    "I appreciate you saying that." Alice said, nodding slowly as she settled down. "And I appreciate you helping me feel important. I can see how each version of us would be different. Not sure how much I believe yet but least you've helped me calm down a little. Why don't you start from the beginning. You've clearly done this before so you likely have a good story by now."

    "Sounds good." Other Alice said. "And I promise you, we've got time. But we should get more comfortable before we start. This rock's a bit cold."

    "We'll live." Alice said, starting to relax and even producing a small smile. "Besides, you're the one who chose to wear a dress and tights on a day like this and not bring a jacket. I just kinda ended up here!" She spread her arms out across the expanse before them.

    Other Alice smiled now that Alice was starting to relax. Now they were getting somewhere. She knew things would start to get easier and it was always a relief to get past this part of their meeting. Whatever this Alice decided, she was going to be okay. "Would you like one?"

    "What, a jacket?" Alice asked confused. "Do you have one? Now that I think about it another pair of footie tights wouldn't go amiss either." She rubbed her thighs against a sudden gust.

    "No." Other Alice said with a knowing smile. "But as I've been trying to get you to understand Alice, this is YOUR head."

    Alice's eyes widened in amazement. "You mean...I can just...and then..." Alice stopped herself mid sentence so she could concentrate. Suddenly, a black leather jacket to match her tall boots and a purple pair of footed tights to go over the blue and white ones she was already wearing appeared before her eyes! Neatly folded and ready to be put on! "Sheogorath's plops-posting that is amazing!" She was giddy with her own power. "Did you see that!? I can summon clothes WITH MY MIND while I'm in here! I can barely conjure a comb and mirror in the real world! This is amazing! I love you Evil Timeshifting Alice!"

    "Yes Alice! You finally got it!" Other Alice yelled with genuine happiness. She had the look of a math teacher who's student had finally gotten a concept after having it explained for the umpteenth time. "You finally got what I was driving at! You always get there and it never gets old! And hey, we just established I'm not evil. Now...if you don't mind..." She said, hugging herself against a gust of wind.

    "Oh, right. Sorry." Alice said, a little embarrassed. "What would you like?"

    Other Alice decided on a blue fleece pullover and pink tights to put on, so as to make Alice feel a little better that they didn't look exactly alike. After she realized she was hungry Alice summoned a crust of bread to much on. Other Alice joined in and before they knew it they were sharing a picnic. Bread, salami, cheese, mustard and plenty of white wine. For what seemed like hours they talked, ate and drank. Alice was able to share some great stories but Other Alice's story was truly incredible. By the end of it she shook her head that had nothing to do with the bottle of wine they'd each drank.

    "Wow." Alice slurred, downing the last of her wine bottle. "That's...wow. Can I like...go over what you just told me? So I make sure I get it?"

    "Absolutely!" Other Alice slurred back. "There's a lot in there. I wanna make sure you get it."

    "Okay." Alice said, closing her eyes and trying to focus through her drunken haze as best she could. "So, let's start with the obvious. You're a different Alice from a different timeline."

    "I mean, It'd be tough to get more obvious than that." Other Alice said, emptying the last of her wine bottle.

    "And in your timeline," Alice continued. Using her finger to draw an imaginary connection. "The daedra invade Skyrim at the height of the Stormcloak Rebellion and fluff everything up."

    "Yeah, that really sucked." Other Alice said. "We even called it the Fading Hope."

    "I can see why." Alice said. "So, your world eventually wins. Our father raises an army, we're part of it, we march into Oblivion itself and we put the daedra back into their place with the help of the gods themselves."

    "That's right." Other Alice said. "It was really bloody, but also kinda awesome."

    "Yeah, that sounds pretty epic." Alice agreed. "So, Akatosh, who gave you, me and all other Alices our gifts as a seer at birth, takes on Mehrunes Dagon like it's the Oblivion Crisis all over again. Akatosh takes some bad hits and his heart, which looks like the giant hourglass we all see in stained glass windows, rips out of his chest. Then you" She pointed to Other Alice "Instinctively realizing how important this is, run over and grab it."

    "Now comes the really weird part." Other Alice said, bracing for the turning point of her own story.

    "Yeah, this is the really weird part." Alice agreed. "You grab this hourglass heart thing and time stops. Like, completely stops. Akatosh tells you you did him a solid, you just saved Nirn and you're now Keeper of Time. You totally freak out because 'what the plops', he explains what that means, you restart time up to a point where the daedra plan the invasion of your world and you literally change the course of history. You reset your own timeline, the daedra never invade and no one's the wiser. But you're still Akatosh's special little Keeper of Time and you know things that no one else can know because time travel shenanigans. You accept your fate, erase yourself from your own timeline and then wander alternate dimensions intervening in your own death with different versions of yourself. Make sure other versions of you who died early can go back to the family you still love and vicariously you can go back to the family you had to leave behind. The 'you and me's' that either die of old age or accept their death join you in some kind of Alice Clone Army saving doomed timelines from their doom and every now and again we meet another person like us and we all make a special Time Army of Akatosh and this is how we spend the afterlife. Our visions were to prepare us for all of this and we never even realize it." She paused for a minute and exhaled, trying to process what she'd just gone over. "Did I forget anything?"

    "No." Other Alice said, genuinely impressed at how much Alice had understood. "You pretty much got all of it."

    Alice smiled that she understood things and then got a sad look. "That's...really an incredible story. And the opportunity you're offering sounds incredible..."

    "But you've got to say no to me." Other Alice said.

    "I'm sorry." Alice said. "You've got to understand, I'm only 26. I have a husband, a family, and a horrible plague that we've got to find a cure for. I just...if there's any way I can get back I have to take it. Do you understand?"

    The two Alices shared a hug. "Of course I do." Other Alice said. "This is your choice and it always will be. Honestly more often than not you say no to me. That's what makes the ones who say yes so special. And the ones who say no I watch from time to time."

    "Okay." Alice said. "Okay, I can live with that. I promise you, when my life is really over, I'm all yours. I mean, I hope it isn't any time soon but when it happens I'm here for you Alice. Timeshift. I'm gonna call you Timeshift."

    "Timeshift." Other Alice said, thinking it over. "I like it. None of you has ever given me a nickname before. Is it all right if I call you Faerie? I had to give up that name in my own timeline and I'd like for at least one of us to keep it."

    "Your dad too?" Alice asked, genuinely touched. "I'd love that." They shared another hug.

    "I'm glad." Other Alice said. "I'm rooting for you Faerie. Every time one of you elects to return to life I root for you. The ones who don't make it always come back so hopeless so I hope we don't see each other anytime soon. "

    "The feeling is mutual Timeshift."

    "But before you go," Other Alice said "I promised her she'd be able to see you. She always asks and I always grant her request. It's the least I can do."

    "Did you say...her?" Alice said in disbelief "It...It couldn't possibly be..."

    A middle-aged woman stepped into view wearing a long blue workdress. She had black shoulder length hair, Alice and Titus' hair. She had their faces too just with more wrinkles. There wasn't a wound on her body, not like her death. Alice couldn't believe it but the woman's eyes showed her that this miracle was true.

    "Hello little faerie." She said with a warm smile.

    "MAAAAMAAAA!" Alice cried, tears of joy gushing down her face. She ran into her mother's arms and she lovingly accepted. Alice and her family had watched their mother die after buying them enough time to escape from the Thalmor in the Jerrall Mountains in northern Cyrodiil. Out of all four, now three, Psyrakon children Alice took it by far the hardest. She had never fully recovered and seeing her mother here and now was nothing less than a miracle. The look on her mother's face was even more miraculous. She'd heard everything Alice and Timeshift had talked about. She understood everything.

    "Oh mama! Mama! I can't believe it's really you! I'm so sorry about what happened to you! It was my fault! I was too slow and..."

    "Shhhh...shhhh...It's okay Alice. My death was not your fault. You guys survived because of me, as it should be. You nearly got yourself killed trying to save me. I'm touched by your love sweetheart but that wasn't very smart. How would your dad have acted if he'd lost you? How would your brother and sister and Aunt Netty have felt if they'd had to bury both of us?"

    "Probably the same way as when he lost Stephen a year later." Alice said with a sniffle while clinging to her mother like she was still a child. "I'm sorry mama. Where is Stephen anyway?"

    "You're alive and it's all in the past. I forgive you. Stephen is at peace. He's studying magic with Julianos in hos own afterlife. Just like you'll see this Alice and all the others when you come back to yours."

    "That sounds like him." Alice smiled. Her mother gently let go and walked over to Timeshift, giving the other copy of her daughter just as big a hug. "Thank you so much for helping my Alice." Amy said to her. "I'm so sorry you never got to see your mother again. I know I’ll never be her but at least I’m a version OF her. I don’t know if that helps at all but I hope it does. At least a little bit."

    "It does." Timeshift said, her eyes beginning to sparkle. "More than you can imagine. You’re just like her. You’re all just like her and it always gets to me. It doesn't matter how often I do this, this is always hard." She and Amy shared a long hug and Timeshift sobbed into her chest. As if she were her mother all along and all was finally right in the multiverse. Amy simply held her, understanding completely. “I’m sorry.” Timeshift sobbed. “I’m keeping you from your daughter.”

    "Timeshift, you ARE my daughter." Amy said. “In every way that matters.” She pulled Faerie, her Alice, into the embrace. "I will always be your mother. Both of you. All of you. That will never change. Every version of me feels that way."

    "Thank you." They both said. "We'll always love you."

    " I love you both so much." Amy said. She gently released Timeshift and took Faerie’s chin. "Now then, my little faerie, it's time to go back to your life. I hope you can make it back."

    "Yes ma'am." Alice said. "If I don't, then at least I know I have a place to belong." She closed her eyes and bowed her head. Now it was time to try. Pink faerie wings sprouted from her back and she flew into the sky. "I'll never forget either of you!" She shouted down.

    "Don't ever give up Alice!" Amy said. "I'll always love you! Never forget that!"

    "You can make it Alice!" Timeshift shouted back. "Pay attention to your visons! Remember where they come from! They can save you!"

    "I will!" Alice shouted. "And I'll return! I promise!"

    With that she flew off, now feeling her time was short. Amy and Timeshift let her go, not knowing if they'd ever see each other again but dearly hoping for it to be so. Alice could see a faint point of light swirling in the clouds. Beren's prayer to Arkay was still there. There was still a chance for Alice to come back. She couldn't let it be in vain! She had to take it! She flew faster, faster, as fast as she could. It had nearly closed just as she'd gotten to it, but then, she was there. She was through. She was alive.

    "I need volunteers! Get her inside, somewhere warm where she can stay the night! Carefully!"
    "Grab her foot you fool! You almost dropped her!"
    "Get her onto the table! We've got to close these wounds and clean her up!"
    "She'll need a change of clothes. We need to get her out of those boots and bloody suit."
    "She's about my daughter's size. Kelsi?"
    "I can get her into one of my nightgowns. At least we can make her comfortable if...if the worse should happen."
    "It won't happen dear. She's with a Priest of Arkay. He'll take care of her."

    Alice was back in the real world. She had no idea who the cacophony of voices belonged to or where they came from. She had no idea where she was or what had happened. She couldn't even open her eyes. All she knew for sure was she was alive. And given the dreamworld she was just in she had no idea if that would last or not.

    "So much for sleep." She heard a voice mutter. Beren. That was Beren. He must have come out to help her after the fight. She had to let him know she was alive. To let him know what she needed done if the worst happened and she'd be seeing Timeshift and Amy a lot sooner than she planned. She tried with all her strength to explain things to him, to sit up and make her mouth move. But she didn't move at all, and all she got was a few raspy whispers.

    "Beren....Talos....Last Rites....Husband...Whiterun....Please...."

    It was all the strength she had before unconsciousness overtook her again. Her wounds had been cleaned, she was dressed in a warm bubblegum pink nightgown and tucked into a warm straw and fur bed. Plus someone had poured a generous amount of laudanum down her throat. She was as comfortable as anyone could make her but no one had any idea if she'd survive the night. They could only hope, and pray, that she did.
     
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